2020

2020 started and ended with big losses - my friend T-boy and then my mom. In the middle I let go of some things I outgrew, some amazing humans I was lucky to call friend for a time, the original service that started my business, and outdated ideas I had about myself. I also let go of the idea that other people’s treatment of me was a reflection of my worth. This has made the things that hurt a lot easier to forgive and situations that need to shift easier to walk away from.

All that letting go made space for a lot of new to come in. I feel more connected to god than ever in my life. I found more ways to creatively express myself, a testament to god in itself. I am blessed to be surrounded by caring friends that I love & admire who have shown up for me when I needed them, who invite me to be myself over & over. I worked with three awesome coaches who truly helped me change my mind. I found the perfect new owner for my sweet horse, one who I know will make sure his blanket is on on a cold day like today. I picked my next car, ending over a decade with the Corolla. I got and love chickens. At twelve Harley is still my faithful companion in exploration and naps. Finally, this year brought together my personal journey with my professional one and I’m putting together a course for 2021 that feels like my life’s work, the knowledge I gathered from my experiences that I came to this earth to share.

If you are reading this, I love you & thank you for being part of my story. This was a year that changed my life in so many ways. I’ll always be grateful to 2020 for the immense, and at times immensely painful, gifts.